iv come to notice that when i have little to do for the day as i did today.. i think way to much about things that bother me. & its such a silly thing to write about because people shouldnt let things bottle up inside and just think about all of them when they arent busy with anything but its what i do best. I bottle it up and when i do get madd i let all my anger out on one person for everything going wrong in my life. So lately i found a way to let go on all my anger that builds up.. i read. I read books that are sadd or books about relationships. Ive started to read a book which probably everyone has heard about called... EAT PRAY LOVE ...and its about the best book i have ever read. Maybe my life isnt so complicated and i dont have the thougt of the world going on in my head & only think about my own personal life and love but to me its complicated. I feel like each day i try to find out more and more about what love is because at times i dont understand it.